Anyone else scared of thinking of committing to go forever without alcohol? Does it seem scary? Why is moderation soooo hard for me. It’s like all or nothing. I don’t want to be the parent I had growing up.. which is doing nothing but sitting in the garage and drinking beers all night long. My children need better. I want to be better. I’ve realized I’ve had an issue with my drinking these past few years and I’m just starting to wrap my head around the permanent factor of quitting. It seems so scary and honestly boring in social settings. I wish I could just moderate my drinking, but I can’t. 2 beers turn into 6-8 and a few days of concurrent drinking