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I did not intend to have my last drink last night. But once again I’m sitting in the guest room with a partner who may want to leave. How many times can I put him here? Even if I walk in and say I’ll never drink again, he won’t believe it. I don’t believe it. But this isn’t me. I hate being drunk and I hate me sober and I know the only chance to love myself is to actually stop drinking. I’m very tired. I’ve been trying to get sober for 7 years. That’s too long. I don’t think I’ll make it to my birthday in a month and into my 30s if I drink again. I get so depressed and suicidal. So today I won’t drink. Anyone wanna do a day one with me?
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