Quit the drink a few weeks ago but told myself I'd still be okay with everything else cause I could always moderate myself before. Went on a multi day asshole fest, blew my rent on party drugs and buying drinks for everyone and had a few scraps. Now I'm trying to physically recover while doing my regular 9 to 5 and pulling overnight shifts at the local labor hall to make it all back by the 1st. But it made me realize I cocaine and ecstasy aren't casual when I'm not drinking and they actually turn me back into the young asshole I used to be before I moved halfway across the country to get away from who I used to be. So here's my first post to pop in and say what's up to everyone and I'm here to join you in not drinking from here on out. Between here and a non 12 step group my partners friend has told me about I'm finally deciding this weekend is the last one I ever have to wake up and apologize for things I don't remember.