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It's not even slipping.. I go ten days or two weeks, then have a drink.. hate myself, do it again.

Sobriety isn't sticking, I'm so depressed because I drink and I am drinking because I'm depressed.

I don't know how to break the cycle.. I'm happy I can go ten days consistently, I'm ashamed I'm no where close to my first goal of 69.

Anyone in a similar rut? I'm trying, I want this.. but I'm also allowing myself to stumble and I really don't know what's wrong with me.

If nothing works, I want to check myself into treatment.. I'm just not sure that will stick either.

I watched my cousin die from this - his eyes and slin yellow, his body stinking.. sipping on some whiskey. That image alone should be enough, but it's not.

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