Me and my wife started watching porn together about a year ago. It started as just lesbian porn which we would masterbate together to. Then anytime we would cross a video with a guy she would cover her eyes. Because she said that felt like cheating. I eventually told her it's fine it doesn't bother me and took her some convincing. Then I slowly started watching gangbangs and blacked.com with her. I started asking her do you want to be fucked like that she would like at me biting her bottom lip saying yes. I does she wish she was the pornstar in the video which she would say yes. She would tell me if she was getting fucked like that she would want it recorded and posted too. Months go by of doing this almost every other day she starts really humiliating me. Making me give her a oil massage while she masterbates. Kicking me in the balls. Having me cum inside her then having me eat it out of her because she told me I don't deserve her babies. She sometimes wouldn't let me see the screen and would just make me sit at the end of the bed and watch her masterbate. I got her a black face dildo and she would ride that and a black dildo gag in my mouth. She would watch porn and cum on my face. She would use vibrators while masturbating and tell me if Jason Luv was at our house she would let him knock me out and and she would laugh at my pathetic ass. Lock me out of my own bedroom while she said let's him do things she would never let me do like fuck her ass and deep throat him until she throws up. I asked were would ask him to cum and she said you know silly. I said no I don't. She said he would be giving me babies of course. She made me finish that night outside the bedroom listening to her scream from orgasm. She started teasing me Everytime we had sex. Started asking me if she can buy lingerie and never show me. She started making me jerk off on myself when I was horny and she wasn't. She never let my cum touch her anymore. Until about 4 months ago after she had done a lot of cuck holding me through black porn after I came I had immense regret and told her never to do it again. Which she felt very bad for me And she said she would never do it again she had done only once since then two months ago and has refused since. Even threw away all toys including vibrators. She says she feels morally convicted and she wants me to be the man of our relationship she doesn't like it anymore. I just know if I never said I regretted it that one night she would still be doing it. How do I reconcile my wife to keep going?