… of reduced sexual function and shrunken balls? I can’t exactly explain it, but I know it’s what I want and need. My reasons are both spiritual and aesthetic, but I guess all of them are esoteric in the context of mainstream society. Glad to have this space on Reddit where we understand and educate each other. So, I have decided to stir. I’ve done play piercing/skewering with 25g needles for years but now I’m ready, ordered a box of 18g this morning (thank you to this group: now I know that 18g is strong enough for stirring). My goal is to have tiny testicles and to be largely impotent, but have libido. If I could eliminate morning wood, have increasing difficulty getting and maintaining a voluntary erection, and not be able to get fully rock hard anymore, I would be very happy. Starting with my left only as I have done 90% of piercings in that testicle. It is already damaged from 30 piercings and is already somewhat shrunken, so I figure do this one first w many shallow stirrings, wait and see effects, then decide fate of right.