I've crashed my libido and I let my ego/shame get in the way of asking for help. I know the first thing to do will be to get my bloods done again, but I want to set myself on the right track.

I did my first cycle last year (550 MG test C, 300 MG Deca) and my libido was great. Dropped to a cruise where I experimented with different dosages, eventually killing my libido. I wasn't too worried at first because I figured I would get it under control eventually. That didn't pan out.

I started my next cycle (started & 250(Test)/350(Tren)/525(Masteron), 6.25 MG Asin EOD) thinking that I would get it figured out, plus I was going on two compounds known for making people insanely horny (Tren, Masteron). Those effects never kicked in, probably because my e2 never got under control.

Slowly bumped up my Test/Tren/Masteron (550/630/630, 12.5 MG EOD) thinking that bigger must be better and that would help. It didn't.

Eventually I noticed gyno forming on my right side so I immediately hopped on Nolva (40 MG for a few days, 20 MG for 2 weeks) and upped my Asin to 25 MG for 2 days and then 12.5 MG EOD. I then went and got my bloods done and my e2 was super high, but my prolactin was in range. The gyno on my right side grew and a small lump appeared on the left side. Asked around here and people said I need caber, even though my prolactin was in range. Got that and am on my second week of it. Currently taking .25 twice a week and gyno seems to not be growing anymore so I'm assuming the advice was correct.

I was also told here that my Asin might not be working based on what I said, but I'm not sure if that's the case because some of it was from my first cycle, where it definitely worked. I was thinking perhaps I wasn't taking enough fat in with it (tablespoon of peanut butter, empty stomach otherwise). Regardless, I got Arimidex to be safe if I couldn't get it under control with Asin.

I've now added 50 MG Proviron ED in hopes of upping my libido (started it on Friday, so less than a week in) but so far no effects. Not too hopeful because almost everyone said their libido increased within a couple days.

So now I'm sitting here not sure what to do. I feel great emotionally/mentally, but I have almost no sex drive. My dick also is at like 85%. It works most the time, but it's not at 100% when it is working and I hate the feeling that I'm not confident it will work at all.

I'm an idiot who waited far too long to ask for help but I just want to feel ridiculously horny like I was promised.

I can get my bloods done again on the 15th, but what kind of AI regimen should I try (adex or asin, have both on hand) and how long will I know before I feel my libido returning if everything is in order? I've felt flashes of sort of horniness, but they usually don't last long.

Bloods here:

https://imgur.com/gallery/V8t4Mta

EDIT: General consensus is to drop everything but the test and go to TRT levels. Guess that's the plan. I knew I shouldn't have kept adding compounds but I was just so damn sure it would work out. I'm an idiot and I learned my lesson.