How does it make you feel knowing you'll most likely be on HRT for life. How long have you been taking AAS, and have you regretted taking such a huge life changing experience? I'm going to turn 22 in 2 months, and I've decided that I will be jumping on gear in the beginning of 2017. I have plans to compete in men's physique and I'll be in it to win it. I plan on BnC and knowing that I'll be on gear for at least 2 years, I know my HPTA will most likely not return to normal ever again, meaning that I'll have to be on TRT for life. I'm very serious about this. Fitness has been a lifestyle to me since the age of 15, and I can't imagine myself quitting this lifestyle. I know that in life you have to take huge risk's to accomplish huge things, and to me becoming a successful fitness model is my biggest dream.