I guess I'm here for encouragement or just to hear stories, even though I've already read a ton from this subreddit. I've been thinking more and more about tubal ligation recently and I think it may be the right move for me. Of course I have to do more research but after reading a the stories, it truly seems like it's for me.

I don't foresee myself ever wanting to give birth. If I do have children, I would want to adopt. There are tons of unwanted children already. I wouldn't want to create a new life and pass on my anxiety and depression. I don't do well with pain and to be honest, the process of being pregnant and giving birth and recovering sounds like a nightmare to me.

How old were you when you got your procedure done? Could you feel any of the surgery during? I have a low tolerance for anything happening at a hospital but I think if I was numb or asleep, it wouldn't make much of a difference? How bad was the recovery, truly? I am moving to Texas (Austin!) and am hoping to discuss this when a doctor once I find one (open to suggestions for female doctors!). My new health insurance (Ambetter) will kick in on January 1st and I plan to get in contact with them about coverage for this.

Thank you for any and a feedback. Thinking about this makes me nervous. Not because it's a permanent decision, but because of my low tolerance for pain and the anxiety I get in hospitals/doctor's offices. Hoping to feel more confident and less scared with some stories but don't hold back on the bad experiences either!!