I don't know where else to talk about this. Grief counseling starts in a few weeks.

My momma passed on March 6th. She was my best and closest friend. I'm having a very hard time dealing with the physical reality that she no longer resides in.

She had a "gift" for connecting to other dimensions but banished it in her youth when it became too much.

She was an absolute gem of a person. She had no reason to be as sugary sweet as she was. Or silly, or thoughtful, or tender and nurturing.

This loss is staggering. She was sick, and we were warned this would happen. But she kept pulling up out of every nose dive.

Until she said "I don't want to be here any more".

She left 6 days later.

Anyone who had had someone close transition, do you have any comfort? Any guidance? She was my rock, my cheerleader, my confidant and my guide.

I know I'll be OK. Because that's how she made me.

But rn it's just extremely f*cking hard. I'm a single mom of two. There's no time off.

SOS