A couple years ago I experienced something like what’s described by Samael Aun Weor as sparks of kundalini. I had visions and experienced something like Clairempathy for a few months, tension in my body and nervous system relaxed and my body healed itself of gluten intolerance, and became sensitive to subtle shifts of electrical or emotional or spiritual energy in my environment. Since then I’ve felt the heaviness return, certain old habits associated with the denser energies I was in have never returned though. Sensitivity to energy has dampened as well, although I can breathe electrical energy in the body around now and that hasn’t ever gone away.

Anyway, with all that background, have I been found unworthy of the shift or can I eventually shift back up to that higher vibration? I miss it, although often it’s hard to remember what it really felt like now. I remember I had no judgement towards others and all fears and insecurities left me and I was totally at peace. Definitely not in that space anymore, when I initially fell out of it it was really intense - physical and emotional pain in the heart and traumatic feelings and memories suddenly being released and expressed. That’s all over, and also I’m still not where I was.