For so long I have been on my spiritual journey and I’ve been battling the spirit of loneliness for the past 2years every since I lost my grandmother who raised me and was practically my best friend my rock. I loved my grandmother a lot and will always for eternity.. but every since she has left . Of course their has been a major void in my life . Not having that person I loved respected looked up to could go to about anything and besides she is my grandmother so she has a high ranking of authority over my life . Any who I feel so alone o went through a few phase of having a lot of friends .. clubbin but not to the extreme .. looking for love in the wrong places & lately the past 3-4 months o just been in a reflective meditative state. How do we get over the spirit /disease of feeling lonely . I even live alone now . Barely have friends .. no boyfriend what ?!