I have gotten rid of my deck because I just don’t think it’s healthy for me. It’s very helpful! And that’s how my addiction started but it’s not healthy for me.

I struggle with other readers predictions. Does this still apply to the fear based perspective? My biggest problem is I feel if I don’t look at it constantly they won’t pick up on my energy or what if I miss out on valuable information. 😂 I know it sounds so crazy but this is genuinely driving me nuts.

I loved learning about Taoism and I’m gonn take this as a sign to get back to it. Thanks :)

No you’re completely right and I take no judgement in what you say. I think I need to focus on developing hobbies I find interesting.

I notice that my intuition is stronger when I believe in myself and apply Jesus word into my life. The day I stopped doing tarot. I noticed all the things I was manifesting started coming in immediately it was shocking. Tarot weakens me. It’s a safe place for my anxieties, fears, doubts and I’m done with it. Thanks for all your responses and help

Thank you for sharing your experience. It’s very helpful to me as a feel many of the same things. 💚

Will do :)

Awe thank you a lot 🥺💜. You’re right. I need to be stronger than my fears and anxieties

Thank you I’ll try my best! and yeah I don’t think I can do anymore tarot readings. 😂 it will just suck me back into the endless what ifs.

How did you get over it 😭😭😭 and thank you🥺

I communicate with him lots. But it’s not enough, I always think what if he’s hidden something or not being transparent. I genuinely need to work on my trust issues and therapy is something I plan to start as well but i know therapy won’t work unless I get rid of my limiting habits. Like tarot. That’s why I’m hoping to get advise to help me overcome it. I think the hobbies thing is something I need to focus more on. Do anything expect tarot

Hi thank you for your input! I’m curious why you think Jesus is the source of my worry? I’ve never thought of that before. I always thought it was the opposite. Jesus teaches me that all things are okay, life is a journey and his teaches help me develop my character and strength. Ive notice when I apply his teachings into my life. The things I desire and manifest come to me rapidly. I’m my happiest when I’m focused on Jesus way of living.

Yes you’re right. I do have a worry about being certain but it’s deeper it stems from pain, I’m scared of feeling deeply hurt again, and I try to be certain to avoid that pain. I think that’s why I love Jesus. He teaches me that life is uncertain and that’s the beauty of it. I will be hurt again but it is okay, the hurt was never my fault or my cross to bear but even though it might come, he has made me stronger than the hurt.

my partner is a little closed off emotionally. He’s not very expressive and he has voiced that’s who he is and his kids express his level of monotonous personality. He’s not a bad guy. He has a good heart and he tries. I’m just not used to that kind of person but I’m learning to be flexible.

But then I’ll go online and see readings saying. Don’t trust him. He’s being sneaky, he’s hiding the truth and I get so anxious if it applies to me. I’ll try to ignore it and I’ll see another post saying you’re ignoring your intuition. The red flags are in front of you and I start to panic and I’ll be inquisitive and confront him and he will tell me I’m obsessed with catching him lying and act more distant which makes me feel even crazier. If it wasn’t for tarot I wouldn’t have this aggravating fear.

Thank you. I’m going to turn off my phone for 24 hours and just process my thoughts without forcing or judging myself. I want to live in the moment. I just struggle to do so :(

I know. You’re 100% right. I don’t want to participate in tarot because I’m aware of the damage it’s doing. I’m aware of my life being better without it. I feel more level headed. Capable and trusting. But I’m addicted. I’m struggling to turn away from it. Hence why I needed help :/

Thank you so much! You’re 100% right. I would love to check out your work

If I’m being honest idk what you’re talking about. I don’t think it really makes sense. It’s cool and interesting that’s your belief and I hope it prospers you. But on a personal level I disagree. I can’t speak for everyone but I can speak for myself.

You say Jesus only gives you little and it’s yourself that gives you all but that’s just not true in my life. I usually try to do things on my own. Using divination, tarot, astrology and I’ve noticed the only thing it did was make me desperate and anxious af.

I was struggling to find a job for 4 months and eventually I was like just pray about it. Take it to Jesus and literally the next day I got 12 job interviews. Lmfao like 12 jobs contacted me in one day? All because I prayed for Jesus to help me? That’s the only thing I did differently From getting 0 call backs to 12. It’s a drastic change you can’t overlook.

I was going to get expellled from nursing school for something I didn’t do, I appealed, I wrote thousands of emails. I genuinely thought I would get expelled. The last day aug 18th I’ll never forget that day. They let me know they’re just waiting for the nurse to sign the paperwork and I’m kicked out. I got on my knees and I prayed, I begged God to help me from the bottom of my soul and I finally slept after 48 hours. I kid you not. 1 hour after I prayed. She emailed saying she changed her and she doesn’t want to sign it. AFTER A WHOLE MONTH OF FIGHTING FOR MYSELF. I submit to God and he changes my life. Why she changed her mind randomly on the last hour. Who knows but I know it was God

This is just two of many. I’m thankful for Jesus because he made me feel loved. When no one else cared to listen to me. He made me feel worthy and a person that’s kind to you is worthy of praise and being loved back. Jesus has never once made me feel bad about myself. Every time I feel bad for my actions he says you’re human, he understands.

The best part of having a relationship with Jesus is he doesn’t just tell you to praise him and leaves you suffering. He helped me grow into a woman when integrity. He chooses you first, and wants to be chosen back and I think that’s the cutest thing in the world. A God that is all powerful and the only thing he really wants is to be loved back. It’s so sweet and genuine.

I’m Not really concerned about heaven or hell or whatever those Christian’s believe because I don’t really know what that even means. I care more about what I see, and feel presently and on earth and its love.Jesus tells me to focus on love and focusing on it is the best thing I’ve ever done and will continue to learn from a kind soul. I’m sorry you don’t feel the same. I hope you find your own happiness like I’ve found mine

Sorry to hear that I wish you all the best. I don’t feel abused. I feel amazing please allow me to enjoy my beliefs. And enjoy yourself too. Cheers.