I also, with Hades being working with Hades for quite some time, I've found a sternness and sense of care being with him. Without Hades, I always found myself as a weak person. I was never good enough and I will have to attempt myself on this Subreddit for people that want to be friends with me. I to had days where I needed social media to ''feed me'' until I understood why is my mental health isn't getting better? Why isn't my spiritual health isn't getting better? What's happening to me? Why can't I get better? I understood what held me and binds me was social media, social media is what held me down and grounded me with chains around me, I always related to myself in the sword deck of the tarot deck. I even asked Hades what is holding me back and what my shadow is, he put it bluntly ''myself'' basically he told me my shadow is myself and that's what I fear of becoming someone with locked spiritual ''senses'' this is what I fear most, and this turns into paranoia. Hades also while he was stern, I knew he meant well for his followers when he told me ''is this all I really have to better myself'' when I didn't want to get better, I fought his words But then came a time when I understood, life doesn't need to be this way, I need to work with Hades and set myself free. There, I found love and compassion for Hades' work, he wanted to see me get better even though it was wrangling someone. But this is a note to say to Hades.

Thank you, I've matured as a woman, you gave me the strength to fight my shadows, and I became very strong, thanks for being a dad I never had and thanks for your stern ways to help me control the shadow self. I'm a lot better with your strength and guidance.

Thank you.