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Okay sooooo long story short... I had a friend that we've flirted on and off for like.. 9 years at this point. Nothing ever comes if it but I was very deep into my spiritual path.. I was a rune reader and I've given hundreds of readings.. but the past couple years I had to put it off because of a couple international moves and near death experiences but this friend was there through it all.
But he always pisses me the f off. That's why we never connected.
But.. I was in Egypt recently (he was supposed to come with but "couldnt") and I was sitting down at a fire show and I got hit with this huge.. I mean huge wave of wanting to be intimate with him and like.. feeling it.
I was in a crowd of people y'all this isn't what I wanted to think about. I was tired, we just ate, I'm watching some kid twirl around fire and then next thing you know I'm getting energy f'd by someone I don't see that way. And if any of you are women reading.. you know those times when you REALLLLLY wanna be pregnant..
I dont want kids, and I don't have any so that's a strange feeling. But it happened then. And then the night of, I had the most intense dream of the same thing but it was like I could feel his skin and the breath and I woke up thinking it was real.
Now, everywhere I go I give offering to native Gods of that land just because.. well, no one else does and they deserve it. But it's habit. There's no believe or prayer behind it so I didn't ask for this (trust me he annoys the living sh!t out of me)
SO HERES THE TEA. I jokingly asked him (because he's Muslim and prays 5x a day so I know when he prays) if he prayed to have sex with me because the fire show and dream were waaaaay too weird. And of course, he was surprised I asked. Now I only said sex to him I didn't tell him about the impregnating part
And he said sortof, I prayed to impregnate you.
And naturally, eventhough I've known him 9 years, I was like ha ha ha you must be joking that's insane and then he was lime wait did you actually have the dream and etc.
Okay this is longer than I thought... but still if you made it this far, bravo.
Also I blocked him cause I got scared. :']
K help pls and ty what do I doooo
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