I dont know. I went to a tarot reader from one of the subreddits where I had paid a reading from them and they said that I wont be able to find a job for a while and that I need to find something more fulfilling and to pay more attention to my mental health. I got checked last November by a psychiatrist and he said I was fine I just needed someone to talk to as in counselling.

I need to support my kids and im tired of doing things for money that arent ordinary. And also my family have been doing christian prayer rituals in order for me to keep a job. Ive been doing office jobs which suits me but ive been wanting to do my own business, I realized that after I got tired

The eclipse was in my 7th house but I havent found any1... Ive tried to even find rich men to take care of me But I dont want that anymore because the ones that ive met are flaky as hell

what am I gonna do... my good cousin will eventually kick me out if I have no 9-5 job after a good while and i cant go back to my toxic family. I also Cant rely on my ex or his family he is a deadbeat and they are racists.

I cant have jobs where im standing for 8 hrs a day and I even fractured my back when I was cleaning for 2 months 3 yrs ago and had to rest for a week. Doing much better now but ya