so i'm turning 27 which i've heard is a special number in spirituality, every 27 years there's a really big shift right? well i was worried about mine so i started taking some serious steps in my life to better it, and i feel like i'm getting a good one. i was hella stressed and i listened to the urgency of it, but now with 2 weeks coming up til my birthday, i am so calm and confident it's almost unlike me.

also I've noticed things from my childhood have returned to me (fricking smosh coming back, I've been listening to a lot of 2010s music lately, I have a friend group again for the first time since high school. ) i see this as a sign saying "cool it with the the forcing yourself to heal a little bit, you've worked really hard. go live your life now" when i was honestly afraid for my health a few months ago (basically i drank too much).

i feel like I've landed back in my body, i can breathe. things are in place. the garbage is also where it belongs. i'm not holding on to those people anymore. i've established myself. i don't have to be numb anymore. not only can i resume, i can actually restart.

can someone elaborate on this feeling more, does anyone recognize it, is it true there is something special about 27?