I need you to know that the way you flay your heart open for the world is brave , that the way in which you refuse to be anything but soft , even when you feel like you may just break under the weight of feeling , is why you are needed here . I need you to know that beautiful things are vanishing each day , and I am proud of you for fighting to ensure that your soul is not one of them . You need to keep fighting . I need you to know that you will find the places that leave every tender part of you feeling calm and at peace with who you are . You will find the places that inspire everything inside of you to surge and ache with the hope and the beauty of being alive . These places , they are not where you were born , but they will be where you are reborn . You will know when you have found them . My god , will you know .

I need you to know that there are others like you in this world ; others who are messy hearted , others who feel things intensely , and without hesitation , others who cannot contain all that they hold within the worlds of their mind because they have only ever known how to pour , how to shatter , how to give and give and give . I need you to know that you will find these people , and they will become your family - you will take care of each other . You will grow together , in the moments between breaths , in the stunning silence that blankets your souls when you connect with the fact that in a world of billions , in the middle of all this noise , you found each other . I need you to know that we are all here , together , dealing with what is dark and light within us .

I need you to know that you aren't alone . That you are going to survive this . That one day , you're going to be sitting in a place you love , surrounded by people who inspire you , and you're going to think back to the storms , and the hurricanes that rattled through your bones , and you are going to smile . The clarity will wash over you . You will be free . You will be free . Everything you're experiencing in this moment is preparing you for the next one . Work through each obstacle with patience and welcome each blessing with gratitude . You're on the verge of a life changing breakthrough and there's nothing that can stop the miracle that's coming your way . Your soul wants to be at peace , not in pieces . Keep positive thoughts at the forefront of your mind and eliminate anything that doesn't match the vibration of where you're headed . Your new self is waiting .

I need you to know that it was all for a reason the rough nights , the empty mornings and the countless hours of trying and failing ; the locked suitcase of unprocessed emotions and the unstoppable string of wrong choices ; the thresholds that felt like morasses and the many losses that simply refused to make sense ; the unaccounted bunch of setbacks and the unexplainable list of regrets ; the heartbreaks that came without caution and the people who left without closure ; the desperate prayers to god and the occasional loss of faith ; the frequent urge to disappear from the world and the odd desire to start all over again .

But most of all, I need you to know the pain , the confusion , the disorientation , the scars , the uncertainty , the anxiety . The loose ends , the roadblocks and each one of the million dilemmas . The months and years of figuring out , the lost opportunities , the several thousand ' almosts ' and the many eternities of waiting one day , when your stars align as they're meant to , the universe will graciously reveal its purpose before you . And when that beautiful split of a moment chooses to present itself , you'll know that you've only always been in the right hands that you've only always cried to laugh and survived to live .

❤️🌹That you've only always fallen to rise , that you've only always suffered to heal. This is a cry from consciousness or awareness or self or whatever you call it to realise your true power. The world needs you. Please 🌹❤️