Hiii I've been using speed pretty much every day for the past 6 months. I had breathing problems a few times before but only on comedowns after sleeping when I couldn't take another dose. I don't know if there's something in my speed now or if it's just my body getting more and more fucked up, but I've been gasping for air for 3 days now even tho Im continuously reducing the amount I take.

I try not to think about it but then I realise my body completely "forgets" to breathe on its own. My heart rate is stable tho. Maybe it's lungs damage? I snort it so that could be it after such a long time. It goes away when I lay down and do nothing, but once I stand up and even just walk around It comes back.

I have ADHD so getting addicted to something that helps me go with my day on smaller doses was way too easy especially since Adderall is illegal in my country therefore not regulated. The only amphetamine you get is the street one, obviously dirty. Will reducing the amount every day work..? I can't just stop from day to day; I need to function due to my job but this shortness of breath is so annoying and troubling.

Sorry if I sound like a blunt addict, trying to find a way to endure in his own life consuming addiction. It's 4pm and I'm still considering if I should take a small line and finally take my ass off the couch..