Hello!

I've been a quiet lurker of this sub for a year or so now. Quietly observing until the day I decided to take the jump. You've probably guessed that this is today. I wanna share some thoughts (and joy, I guess! because I do like it.)

I got a set of silicone sounds, which were admittedly pretty hard to get in because Anatomy (I am trans, female to male) and because of how flexible they are. Or at least, the smallest size is. That's kind of a given, I was fully expecting that. I'm also aware it isn't ideal for a first-timer, but I was a bit intimidated by the Hegar sets. I wasn't sure I'd be able to go as deep as I'd like with them.

Either way, I eventually got the sound in. It didn't feel as weird as I'd expected it to, but it definitely feels nice. It's probably because of the size being quite small, I assume bigger sizes provide more sensation. What it did feel like, however, was good. Really good. And it makes me wish I'd tried this sooner. But again, exploring kinks has to come in due time.

I got them following a conversation with a fellow redditor from another sub, and decided to finally say 'fuck it, let's give it a shot'. And I wasn't expecting to go pick up the package today, but turns out I ran by the area, and got home. Then I got distracted. But worry not! I got back to it eventually, dinsifected everything, and set to the task of pushing the sound in.

I have a bit of a.. size kink? In terms of girth, but also in terms of length. Vaginally, though, I can't really get anything super deep. You know. Those things can be kinda shallow. And anal is unfortunately a rare treat that goes with the whims and tides of my body. But sounding.. Well that was a new place to explore. Where I could both get length and girth, along with exploring other sensations of my body unlike anything I'd ever felt before. I'm unsure where I'm going to take this stretching journey. I think for health reasons, I'd best not get too ambitious. I've read too much stretching can have undesired effects. But still, I think I have some room to grow into. And I don't think I'll ever get to a point where I'd want to push further, because I tend to be inconsistent with the "stretch maintenance" overall. So eventually, I'll forget about it for a while and start over again. Unless I grow kinda obsessed with it, and I can tell it might happen lol.

But yeah, I wanted to share my first time with y'all after reading and looking at your own experiences.

Thanks for the wonderful idea and tips and instructions I've read from some of you.