This realization helped me a lot, Maybe it will help someone. else: I don't have to be social. I don't have to try hard to have interactions that just feel like small talk.

For me I just got tired of the same interactions of telling your stories. And overall lately feel no need for interpersonal human connection besides when it serves a function like asking if someone needs help at work. I do like random internet connections though.

Sometimes it's just too painful and not smooth and as if everyone plays pretend. And i don't wanna be loathing being an outsider or suffer post-conversation of how it was just yucky. Or the epitome of it: start believing that you actually need friends because everyone says so only to realize you have no need for it or any motivation to talk to others.

Lots of things are here to make you feel bad about yourself for being yourself. If you accept yourself no one can touch you.

And if you are antisocial and it does not fuck your life up, maybe there is nothing wrong with you. maybe human species is just changing