I had a show yesterday and this girl who was there for the fitting asked me to give her a ride. She lived super close to me so I didn’t mind. I picked her up and dropped her. Here’s how it went : 1. she rushed me to pick her up and to drop her off and was irritated having to wait(i was 3 minutes late to be exact. we had to be at the event at 2 and hair and makeup didn’t start until 2:30 and she finished her gig before i did,which is out of my control) 2. She didn’t have her fucking wallet. she’s not from my area and supposedly forget her wallet when she traveled here which held her ID and moneys. Also she was staying with her dad didn’t know where he lived, didn’t know his number and only came with $60 at her age of 28 years old and her dads address was on a back of a receipt at the bottom of her bag…i felt like she was setting me up for something. 3. SHE STOLE AND SMOKED MY ROACHES!!! she begged me to stop at a gas station to get her a vape pen and roll up before the show. I said no, i don’t want my eyes hanging low in photos maybe after. and i vaguely told her i’m not buying you anything. she fussed a little then eventually shut up. (She is one of those people who can’t “function” without weed or nicotine but also only lychees off other peoples weed and nic she never puts in). Went to go pay for my parking ticket and come back and she smoking one of my roaches(that i put underneath the drivers seat) and my other roaches are gone (which i discovered later that night) I confronted her and said she just really needed it and it was just a roach why should i care? BITCH ITS MY WEED THAT I PAID FOR WTF?!?! Resulting in getting there at 2:54 4. begs me to get fast food after the show and says she’ll apple pay me. I knew it was bullshit (i never offer[anymore] to help someone who doesn’t have a card or form of identification bc people are twisted and try to take advantage of you and the money you spend on them) ordered the food on 2 separate bills, her apple pay doesn’t work. wow what a surprise.

Before all this, I told her i was selling my car in a month or two and she so happened to be looking for a car to buy. I said we can talk details when the time come but i won’t sell until i have another car lined up. Thinking that I’ll never talk to her again she keeps asking about me buying a car and people she knows who work at certain places. i told her I appreciate her help but i’m looking for a new car at a dealership near me VW or Hyundai and all her people worked at used dealerships or not a place i’d like to purchase a car and she lives 3hours away fuck no. anyways, i tend to vibe with people and end up not really liking them as a person after getting to know them some more and then i feel like an ass bc i ghost them or am just super fake around them. whole time, i’ve just been seeing who you are and don’t want to be around you anymore. but i’m a push over and too nice and can’t tell people how i truly feel about them and at the end of the day i’m the bad guy bc i never said anything to begin with. Also, there was just something about her that made me feel unsafe and had feelings that i was being set up for something. i trust my intuition and will never see her again.

Thank you for taking the time to read this. I appreciate you and hope you have a good day:)