I am normally funny and friendly. But this week I had to study for exams. When I go into studying mode, my social skills are low. Anyway this week I realized this sadly. They behave like being nice, "giving" is not that important. Being skillful, cool and funny is more important for a friendship. Also When I become upset, they mostly don't care. They even think inside their heads, "this person being boring. I don't want to deal with that. " I can see that. (when I say people I am talking about the ones I met in college 1,5 months ago)

One week ago I was like yeah that's it you are developing your social skills, now I feel like it's all collapsed again.

What can I do? Also why things are like that? Could you explain? (if you feel like me upvote this post pls)