I’m 19. I’m gonna start my second year of college. I’ve never had any close irl friends. The most I get is people who tolerate me to be polite. Lots of people downright hate me. I’ve been bullied since I was 7. Even in college, it has yet to stop. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do. I be confident, calm, strike up conversations about something interesting, and it never ends well. Some people decide they hate me faster than others. Some hate me from the very beginning. I’ve tried finding people with similar interests. They don’t like me either. I looked up to see if there’s anything nearby where people go. Turns out there’s nothing near my home so I’m forced to spend every summer alone. Just houses for like 30 minutes. What am I supposed to do? How do I get people to like me? Why can’t I make any friends?