I’m currently 18, turning 19 in a few months. Over the course of my entire life, I’ve never been close with a single person. I’ve never had anyone I’d call a real friend. The most I’d get is someone who’d talk to me sometimes just cuz they don’t wanna be rude. People either tolerate me or hate me. I’ve also been bullied for most of my life. It started when I was 7 and it hasn’t stopped. It just got worse and worse. It went from kids taking my things to people punching me, picking on me for not being white, making fun of my appearance, saying shit like “grow a few inches or you’ll die alone”, calling me worthless, weird, etc. This has never stopped. I do everything I can, but people still don’t like me. I practically become their servant, but they still don’t like me. What am I supposed to do?