I went and ordered food at this food court attached to our dorms. I kept waiting and but i never got it. I paid and had my recipt and everything but i got embarassed and after 45 mins of not hearing my order number i threw my recipt away and left. I figured they probablly did say it but i didnt hear them so they threw it away. I figured they would be so mad if they had to make the food again and, to be fair it is wasteful. I feel really sad about this though as the social anxiety won. I told my HS friends and they made fun of me for it so i kinda just laughed it off but it sounded so pathetic saying it out loud. Im such a coward.

This is not even the first time something like this has happened. Friday i got food at another place and the person had such a thick indian accent i couldnt understand her at all so I ended up getting something i didnt order but i was too shy and ate it anyways.

I feel so much shame over this.