I have a small friend group from high school i still talk to. I have dont have never really hung out with them in person that much. I perfer to talk on discord with them and stay home. Going places in person stresses me out usually and i usually only do it for them. They offered to go drinking for new years and i declined. I feel like an asshole, i tried to be nice but they were very persistant bit eventially they left and i think me being flakey made them extra mad this time.

Am i a bad person? Should i go out with them more to keep them happy? They are good people and i respect them but i truly feel more comfortable at home alone.