I've recently realized that when I'm not hanging out with my friends I start to hate them and wanna distance myself from them or anyone close to me in my life really. Its like i have this escape plan in the back of my mind constantly to cut everyone off.

It's strange because when I'm with them I have a great time 90% of the time but then after a day of seeing them I start to dislike them and I subconsciously make it a challenge on how long I can go without seeing them. Then I get lonely and contact them again and soon as I'm with them I instantly regret ever thinking of them in such a negative light.

Sometimes i wonder if this is a valid feeling and maybe I need new friends for reasons I'm not full aware of yet.

Has anyone else had this issue and how did you tackle it ?