I think I dont have much social anxiety. I am introvert dont like to talk much. I can talk to strangers and dont shy away from group of people but however I have always beem awkward with my flatmates. I live in a single room and my flatemates are couple.

I dont wanna go out if they are outside in lounge. Dont wanna go to kitchen if they are using it. I like to step outside only when no one's there. This stops me from doing whatever i want to at whatever time I like. I have changed my place almost 7 times in last 3 years and I've always been like this with all of my previous flatmates. I dont know why am I like this.

I just dont like to talk to them or get personal and make them my friends. I like being private and dont talk much about my life with them. Is it weird?

Its been 7months with current one and I not even sure about the girl's name. And I really dont care.

On the other side, i am kinda lazy person and leave my place dirty for weeks before i clean it. Sometimes I even go through weeks of depression ( i am not sure if its really depression ). And having them around keeps me accountable. I have lived alone once in a studio room 2.5 yrs ago and i was desperately seeking for a house mate at that time just to not feel lonely. So I am scared I will regret it if I choose to go back living alone in a studio room or a single bedroom unit.