I hate social situations especially if I'm not familiar with someone or the topic of discussion and/or being in a place or situation that I'm comfortable/familer but I really have made a promise to myself that I have to make some friends and what not. But I literally have but 3, two of them are barely aquantinces and the other I work with but hes one of us and we're both focused on our own stuff mostly, don't see him ever besides work. So main source of social interaction has been with my daughter but she's almost teenager and I'm not as cool more so I have way too much alone time and it became overwhelming not having one person to reach out to me hang out whatever, ya know like friend stuff. I've been socially isolated for the last 6-7 years progssively worsening throughout. So I would like some friends being alone really sucks stuck with no other perspective but your own.

But yea there's some background filler Now that we're all caught up this is typical of what happens when I try to push though and actually meet people irl. Especially something romantic but that's a whole different rant for another subreddit. I don't know how to put into words some of the crazy that is my life. So here is an attempt at a date that changed to a platonic freindship to WTH? I'm just glad this time it wasn't me who was the first one to cause it to not work. But I'm just pasting my post son can put the phone down and relax/ sleep. I know we both know thats a lie lol. So I don't know if you could give some thoughts or something. Not sure about what I don't even know what to make of it and I'm living it. Thanks for letting me ramble on about myself

Something was wrong with that person. After having tinder for a lil more than two years only in the last 6 months have I really used it. I’m not the best when it comes to people. Hard enough dealing with my own extra. But I made it a goal to work on that. So I got a match early Sunday morning at like 645 or around there. Since I was already slightly sleep deprived and was awake for Ot at work, decided to call off due to the weather, I may have taken the liberty of imbibing some medicinal herbs. I was in a good mood atm and being in my mind state i struck up a conversation and we msg for a bit. Then a few hours later not sure who msg who first but come to find out we were. Basically doing the same thingI was waiting for my kid to get ready and we were going over to the park to walk the trails after the rain and she was picking hers up from her aunt/sister whoever whatchs her for her daytime who were there at the park already. So we met and talked they walked with us etc. she did say early on that she was talking to someone but wast sure what was up they were going to talk or what I don’t care so I wasn’t paying attention you just fill in the backstory yourself on that one. I’ll friend zone myself more than likely that’s even if I can manage to not show my adhd and anxiety cranked up to 11 and not fuck up scare you off or whatever. We said very loosely we met friends for kids play dates. Later on I may have to get her to come out and that was it nothing else till you figure that out well just be cool. I smoke by myself a lot so it’s nice to have somebody to smoke with once in awhile. So the next day, today were txt and she said said it wasn’t a thing. I worked later than usual and she msg me “Wyd?” I just got home maybe 10 minutes prior. 6:30ish. She said she was out but was just going to go home; so of course I was quick with the let’s smoke and blah blah blah. She was about 25 mins away so I take quick shower and straighten up a lil bit. And then I waited and after about 10 mins of her being late I called no answer. She offered to drive me to store so I didn’t have to take work truck to store and i was gonna smoke us up on the way. Well after another 10 mins she txt me I’m close to your house on phone something something. So I’m like k and I go out the garage to put my shoes on and I I see headlights around the bend slowly creeping down my street and it’s her. So she pull up at the end of my driveway and I get in. Well she’s on the phone and I’m like k no problem figure she wrap it up in a moment or two right? Well I had to keep pointing like super crazy on where she had to turn or even where she had to just stay straight. Drove not horribly terrible but distracted enough all while holding a phone to her head. Mind you it was raining most of the day and just recently let up so the roads were wet. Her driving was bad enough I was starting to feel uncomfortable. I Wasn’t trying to be all up in her phone call but I could here the whole conversation perfectly clear. Nothing explicit but it basically was another person she met online and was having that 50 fuckin questions about who what where when about each other and she only really acknowledge me basically for a moment here and there. So I just directed her car to the BK and got myself a drink and some $1 nuggies. She didn’t want anything and I offered then pointed till I got back to my house got out and said bye and went inside. Never even lit the joint. I dunno she was nice. She’s not the prettiest and definitely not cute in general. I’m not a model or even a 8 but I’m a decent 7. Not that matters just saying. But really that was some rude ass shit. Besides all the other weird shit about her. It’s Monday bro why you fucking making dumb?

Lol haha she just txt me “sorry” Whatever just ignoring all of that

And this is why I’m single Because they all have some crazy, odd, and(or) strange person place or thing happen so I dunno

Sometimes i think I’m not the crazy one I’m sane it just the rest of the world went crazy around me.

But really how rude right