I will never be cured because in order to be cured one must be well enough to socialize and effectively communicate their disorder. I just wanted to refill my medication but they can’t even fucking do that. I have to come down to the office and do the whole song and dance it’s so fucking humiliating. I know the nurses are laughing at me in their heads. Being forced to take your shirt off being touched and stared at by a complete stranger is dehumanizing. Being forced to show my scars. I bet they go home and get off on this sort of shit. I’m not leaving my house for atleast 5 days after this. I fucking hate society and everyone’s judgment, give me a break already.