So i realized recently i have no social skills. I keep trying to date and even talked to this girl over snap and things were going well. We talked over the phone and then things went to shit. She lead the conversation for an hour but then asked if i had anything to talk about. I went, im not exaggerating, 3 mins or so without saying a word before i had to admit i didnt. She hung up shortly afterward and she didnt respond for a day or two after so i unfriended her.

I feel so sad about this and it made me realize i dont know how to talk properly. All the bravery in the world in asking people out means nothing if i cant talk properly. I wish i could just listen and not have to respond but i can see why i wouldnt be dateable if i did this.

I told myself i need to not try to date anymore until i learn social skills but i honestly dont know how or if ill ever be able to so i fully expect ill never have a partner.