Lately I'm afraid I might be autistic or have Asperger's syndrome. Looking back on my life there are moments where I wonder if the actions I did may indicate some kind of autism type of thing. May be messed up but I know having any kind of ASD diagnosis is a social death sentence no matter where you are cause people will treat you differently because of it. In general I'm afraid of being laughed at and being made fun of the second I spill something or maybe a little spit comes out of my mouth and looking like an idiot, having an ASD diagnosis would absolutely make me worry more if people take me seriously if I say something deep or personal. I haven't gotten any tests but I might just to be sure at some point.

I have ADHD and that might be more of a factor to me maybe overthinking this but I don't know.

Does anyone else ever worry about this?