Does anyone else find online dating unbearable in the way that you have to meet someone 2 - 3 times? First on the app, then if you do a phone or video call, and meeting in person. My biggest fear is they won't like me because I'm not as articulate in person as I am over text. I am an absolute wreck before meeting someone in person and it's even worse when there's like 2 weeks before the event. I spend 2 weeks obsessing on subs like this one to the point of making myself ill and not sleeping. I hate it. But I met a guy.. We've been talking for a month, and I really enjoy our conversations. I would regret it so much if I never met him. But all I can think about is what if I'm super awkward in person, what if he thinks my voice is annoying, what if my speech impediment comes out, what if that weird thing my nostrils do happens and won't stop and it's all I can focus on, what if I feel sick when with him. I don't want to be like this anymore. I want to enjoy people regardless of outcome or my weirdness coming out. Thanks for listening to the vent.