I know this might seem bland or boring but sometimes I work on the side as a photographer. I’m a decent looking guy but of course I’m a straight photographer so I’ve got a lot going against me professionally. I do my best to remain professional with the models when we communicate and especially during shoots.

Specifically during one shoot, the model was phenomenal. I was highly attracted to her before we ever spoke about shooting and for that reason I tried to avoid shooting with her as much as possible.

Eventually I got a pulled into a photoshoot by a mutual friend that my model crush was going to be working at.

When I found out, I thought about backing out but it was very last minute. The shoot was very light and fun, I kept it heavily professional. It was super cool working with her too. Which didn’t help because all it made me think about for the following months was what it would be like to fuck her.

I havent acted on this but I’m often tempted.