I having been toying around with this idea for a while.

My character would be a suicidal person who either has had many failed attempts or is simply too scared scared of killing herself. While browsing my normal support groups I come across a person who casually tells me that if I have trouble in killing myself then he can help me out. He just tells me that he has a passion for killing people and would not mind killing me if I agree to his terms. The terms were simple enough

1. I must meet up on specified date and location of his choosing.

2. There shall be no communication between us for a month prior to this meeting

3. I must come alone and have no electronic devices on my person when I meet him.

4. I must delete all my social media, destroy my phone and computer before I meet him.

5. I must leave behind a note at my residence explaining how I am tired of my life and do not wish for anyone to find me. I should not be explicit about any intention to commit suicide but it should be clear from my words that I do intend on killing myself. This can also be done through a video message which I send to all my contacts before destroying my phone.

The type of victim I play (age/gender/race/bodytype) are pretty open so I can be anyone you like. If you don't feel like chosing then just tell me what you don't want and I will come up with a detailed description.

I do not do quick and short replies and prefer a medium to long length text on flexible time schedule. I can play both in first and third person. I comfortable with reddit messages and discord (no reddit chat please)

I have purposely left this quite open as I enjoy a lot of different methods.

Will you give me a painless death like you were killing a friend or would you torture me till you are satisfied before you finally decide to end me?

Will it just be about you killing person? Or would sexually enjoy their body as well?

Will you explain all that is going to happen to me or will you change you tone once you have me alone with you?

I am open to all kinds of themes. I would be happy for this to include any kinks which you have. Along with enjoying the pain of death I also love to explore the psychological aspects of person who is about to die or being killed.

My only limits are scat, underage characters and doclet (victims who remain composed as they are being tortured and killed)