We’ve been together for years now, or maybe you’re just so smitten with me that you, despite having been a rational girl pretty recently.

I’m tall. I sing. I work at a shelter and the world knows me as a kind, smart, resourceful leader. A visionary of protecting and affirming human value and finding the right life for every client I work for.

You’re still not… sure that I can’t do it. Since becoming my pet, life seems to just… work.

Unless I’m unhappy- one time you said you were too sick to come over and then ext day you were in the hospital for weeks. I never touched you but I did make a few comments as I visited you in the hospital. “God, see, I wish you’d just come over. I could have helped you…” “man do you remember at the beginning of this you were barely sick but didn’t come over? I wonder if it could have gone different…”

That was early.

As we’ve been getting more serious, your friends are a distant memory, as is your autonomy. But you’re happier than you’ve ever been. Fragile, small, riding my moods high and low like they are the only thing that matters. I let you have a freelance work from home job as long as it’s not an impediment. You have everything you need and I’ve helped you save a lot more money by controlling your spending.

The sex is… intense. Brutal. Humiliating. Violent. The love is intense, controlling, abusive, but also so paternalistically affectionate. When you’re good.

Being good is really important. Life is okay when you’re good. Once the abuse is over, life is loving and happy as long as you’re good.

When you’re bad, life is scary, lonely, sad. Everything seems to go wrong.

But lately the sex has felt like you’re going to die it’s so intense… the things I want from you are downright cruel and unsafe… but so is not listening.

I’ve always insisted that if it went too far, I could save you, and if you ever died snuff out, I would save you.

But isn’t that impossible? It doesn’t feel so impossible in the hands of your perfect, mind breaking, abusive Man.

A few limits as possible will help you be the one I choose.

Kinks/Desired Themes: Bad Endings, Abuse, Manipulation, Humiliation, Degradation, Father figure roles, Objectification, TPE, Regret, Shame, Anal, Deepthroat, Facefucking, Brainwashing, Conditioning, Gratitude, Worship, Toilet Use, Scent and Body fluids, Punching, Slapping, Cutting, Eating Disorders, Choking, Fear, Whips, Crops, Canes, Water, Electricity, Pain, Chains, Stockholm