I started smoking at 15 yo cause I've always been attracted by that. It felt so good to smoke during school breaks. However, few years ago I became yoga instructor so I had to hide from my student that I was smoking. I used to be very strict and exercised twice a day. But at some point it was too much and I was unhappy with my life. So I started to let myself go to self pleasure. For the last year i’ve been on a bit of a journey. I’ve decided to make personal pleasure more of a priority and worry less about health and fitness. Now, I gained 20 kilos and enjoy myself so much drinking smoking and partying. It feels so good to be free.