Hey

First of all, I'm a man and I have not transitioned- this pic/account is just a fantasy of mine, and yes it primarily originated because of my tiny penis. Over decades, I had rejected my masculinity and wrongfully embraced my feminine energies. Just wanted to clear this becausr my post would not make sense had I transitioned.

This might be hard to comprehend because it does require time and decades to go by, but there's nothing more beautiful than realizing that all the pain, helplessness, and misery we all go through eventually transforms into something amazing.

Because of my small penis, I have a huge grip on my ego.

Because of extreme self hatred, I have a big heart

Because of helplessness, I help everyone around me.

I can go on and on and on.

I love who I am, and I am more man than all men I know because of all of the above and because I respect and treat women better than most.

I cried the day I realized I'd go through it all again if it means I'm who I am now.

I know many will scoff reading this because 10 years ago if I was told this it would never resonate and I'd probably think the writer was an idiot, but it's the truth, and I'm sure many of the older people here would attest to that.

I also got a lot of help along the way, none of which were therapy in the traditional sense. Psychedelics (shrooms and aya) helped me immensely because they show you the truth. And so did journaling, and I want to share with you something that I know will help.

Create an AI-powered journal (theres feelwrite.com and mindsera.com) but I suggest the former for the below:

In question 1, write: I have a small penis and it's affecting the quality of my life.

In q2 write any additional context if you want.

In q3, write: I want to be aware of all the silver linings that apply to my life due to my small penis situation.

This should make you aware to a large extent of the real picture without your subjective interpretation influenced by media, pop culture, and society in general. I found AI to be great because its gets straight tonthe point and because it's objective af.

If what I wrote here resonates, share your silver linings in a comment so that people suffering can know this is a general truth and that it's just a matter of time. And if it doesn't rn but you do find the silver lining after journaling, please share as well when u do.

I hope you all find your peace, and get out of any self-harm and escapism before it's too late because that's what I'm struggling with most now. Be careful what you do with your subconscious because that'll become a bigger nightmare than your penis in the future.