Thankfully I been blessed to have a girl that loves me & my size.. and we’re expecting our first soon… But I get embarrassed when we’re watching a show and they keep making SD jokes.. or talk about nothing but BD’s… And she doesn’t watch corn or atleast says she doesn’t.. and I get mad when a movies on and a dude flashes or they even show a dick pic.. I just get mad at the fact of her seeing another guys dick.. We’ve been together 2yr and I still change in the bathroom or turn the other way.. I don’t let her grab me if i’m soft because i’m still ashamed even though she knows what I have.. Sometimes I can’t even watch twitter corn because i’ll compare it like dang I can’t do that to my girl.. Or he definitely could fuck my girl better then I could.. Oh and I guess I forgot to mention i’m her first as well.. and with sayin that I sometimes start arguements because I say she’s eventually going to want bigger or you’re just gonna end up cheating.. I bought her a toy that’s way bigger than me and sometimes I regret it.. Do any of y’all have these problems? I hope this is a SAFE PLACE.. I’ve never opened up about this before.