This is gonna seem pretty tame compared to everything else I see here, haha. I grew up with ridiculously overbearing, conservative, and religious parents. They watched every move I made, and everyone I hung out with. I was pretty much totally isolated from anything sex-related. This meant no masturbation at ALL throughout all my teenage years. Now, I’m in college and I’ve moved out of their house, so I’m way more free to do what I want, but old habits die hard. I recently started to get incredibly turned-on by someone I’ve been hanging out with, and for the first time in my life I can *do* something about it. But as I said, old habits die hard, and even though I have masturbated just a few times by now, it feels both amazing (as in, I want to keep doing it amazing) and incredibly weird (I have never done this before) — and I really wish to get over this apprehension surrounding sex and associated things. That’s all.