Hi reader: this is part diary, part confessional. Just an appreciation post. Writing is new for me, welcome to share feedback.

I won’t even say it’s BBC that I love, I just love and enjoy the company of black men. They’re often who I date, explore and am best pleased by. People are always so surprised by this - as I’m not a snow bunny or the typical type of girl you might see with them. Of mostly Arab decent it’s not common to see a brown woman and a black man together. But let me tell you, I cannot get enough.

It starts with the physicality of if all - I love their solid body, the firmness, the muscle and how little they often make my 5’6 extra curvy (size 16 pants and 40G chest) body feel. I’ve often dated black kings who are as tall as 6’6 all the way to 5’7, they are all so incredible each. Each of them has always filled me up, some I feel pushing around all my insides again and again. Others I can feel stretch my hole out like it might be the first time. The positions we explore are endless…from being carried and lifted to having my legs go in every direction. Let’s not forget the contrast of our skin my lightly brown skin and their various shades, a mix of colours between brown and black and how beautiful it looks in the mirror. Nevermind when I get to watch them hold be tight, spank me and sometimes choke me. Now for their amazing cocks, I love the color of their dicks. There’s something so deeply pleasing about the color - right before I wrap my lips around it. The thickness and the various lengths and sizes they come in. A true appreciation for each dick, may it be a big black cock (BBC) that’s going to leave me sore & swollen, or a smaller extra thick dick that’s easier to swallow.

But the pleasure…oh my god. The way they make me feel, their passion and lust for me. The kisses, the groping - just everything. They are kings of their craft at pleasing and caring, and other men should pay attention. It’s what makes me keep bringing a black man back to my bed. I adore that they prioritize my pleasure. And let’s not forget, their insane ability to eat me out for hours. The way their lips feel on my kitty’s lips and how deep they can push their tongue into me. A thought that makes me want to take a break from writing.

They are some of the most brilliant, emotionally intelligent providers ever. If you ever need to be feel safe, secure and feel taken care of it’s a black man. He does all that while making you feel like a queen. Now if you’re into a dominating partner - their ability to lead and control cannot be overlooked. I find myself so often just giving into each of their wants, needs and desires. I’ll never say no and and am so eager to please, always at their servitude.

Now for my confessions…

I am always wanting them, and have a hard time meeting them. I wish I could wear a little button that says “I’m interested in you & your BBC” instead of them thinking I might be too conservative. They have no idea the kinks I want to explore with them.

The best sex and best sexual experiences I have ever had have always been with black men.

Often think of how brown men are jealous when they see me out with a black men. Several times even telling us publicly. I think they need to sit in the room and watch how he pleases me and learn a thing or two.

And though I often think of the great threesome I had with a Latina wife and mixed- Black husband a night of intense pleasures. My confession is that I let my mind wander and think what it might be like to have two at the same time in a MMF experience. Would it be too much big black cock for me?