Soo, when I was 17 I put a profile up on diffrent hook up sites trying to hook up with a woman, I am shy in real life so it's hard to find a woman that will make the moves. I don't know what it was about me or my profile but all I got were men responding to me, which yes I intertaned the idea but never met up with no one, until on guy offered to pay me. I was questioning a lot about myself, maybe I was gay and these guys knew it and I didn't, maybe I'll never be with a woman and these guys want me, and hell if it's not for me it just has to be this once and I'm getting payed for it, so I might as well give it a try. So to start getting ready I figured I had to be in a different head space, I had to feel more feminan, so I shaved my body, lotioned, got some female body spray, deodorant and some lip gloss and mascara, I asked if he cared if I was dressed as a girl, he was I to it so I put together like a school girl out fit, I got the clothes from a second hand store that I figured I wouldn't see any body at and I wouldn't go back so I wouldn't have to worry about the cashier. So any way, that night I packed up my girls stuff and drove to his place. It felt like butterflies were jumping out of my throat when I nocked on his door, he was in his late 40's maybe a little taller then me and had a big gut on him, he was nice though, invited me in, I'm not talkative any way but in this situation I was extremely quite, I just asked if there was some place I could change. I got changed put on my little bit of make up and took a deep breath before headed back out, now all the way up intell this point I was a virgin I hadn't been with a woman or a man, so I had to go off what I've seen in porn and my imagination. When I opened the bathroom door and started walking towards him he had a smile on his face and I can't remember what he said but it was about my out fit and it made me feel good. He tried to kiss me as he reached around and grabbed my ass under the skirt, I held back from the kiss becouse it made me feel uncomfortable but I didn't want to hurt his feelings so I placed my hand on his cock, which was already hard threw his pants. He grabbed my hand and led me to the coach when he took off his pants and underwear, his hands gropped all over me for a second and I touched his naked penis, he sat down and like I said I've seen porn, I knew what was expected of me, so I got down on my knees and started. I kissed it, licked it and sucked on it, I even played with his balls. It didn't take long at all, maybe five minutes, and he cam, I heard the difference in his breathing and his body tense and I didn't know what to do, I took him out of my mouth becouse, well honestly I wanted him to fuck me, I mean I did get all dalled up for him, I did go over there, but I stopped to late and right when I saw cum start to shoot out I started sucking again. I swallowed becouse that what I figured I was supposed to do, and I'll be honest I made me gag a little. I remember he didn't apalagize but he did say he enjoyed that to much with a little laugh, I changed and on my way out he payed me and smacked my ass saying I looked good like that too, I'm guessing in guy clothes. When I got back in my car I said never again that is not for me, the tast of cum was in my mouth for the rest of the night