I know I shouldn’t be here but honestly I wanna feel that lust and desire again. I wanna be told how hot I make someone feel. Heck I want a women to make me focus all my attention and cum on her rather than the wife..tell me how much better and sexier she is than the wife. Tell me all the naughty and dirty stuff we are going to do(yes very very dirty). Heck get naughty chats and other stuff that the wife won’t send. I want us to be talking and sexting when the wife is in the same room, or maybe I’m with the the family but my attention is on the other woman.. I want her to after we finish one session to get me going again to push down the feeling of guilt and get me going again. Yes it’s wrong and I should feel horrible but maybe taking a bite from the fruit is so much better.