I have to vent a bit and get this off my chest. I have been wanting my wife’s best friend very badly. We had went on a travel trip recently with our friends to another country and the best friend of my wife’s I don’t know what but I had feeling a desire towards her. Maybe it is because during the trip I was spending a lot of time just me and her together and we had one night before were we drinking and she got a little touchy with me but my mind has been imaging so many thing with her that I almost wish I acted upon it. One day when we were checking into our hotel rooms she was having troubles getting a room for herself and I almost want to pay for the room for her and tell her that me paying for the room I would require that I keep key for myself to visit her later in the night but I just couldn’t act upon this feeling and desire due to not knowing if she would want the same thing. But lord the amount of resisting I had to get us a room alone and have my way with her was almost too much. I wish I knew of ways to flirt or signal to her in a secretive way to see if she would be interested in spending a single night with me.