So I made a post on here a month ago about how I started cheating on my boyfriend. I've had a lot of messages asking me for an update... so here is what has happened since.

After sucking him off in the car, we made plans to actually fuck at his place. That happened 2 days later. I won't go into the details but he really fucked me like he didn't care about me. If that makes any sense? It was the kind of mindblowing rough sex that gave me an insane orgasm, but afterwards I had to sit by myself and think about what the fuck I put myself through. He was dominant and degrading as hell but my body loved every second of it. Let's just say that I had a pretty sore throat the following day lol.It didn't end there.

Once the cheating started I just couldn't stop. I continued to meet up with the yoga guy about 3 times a week and he continued to introduce me to various aspects of BDSM. He was a kinky guy and he really helped me discover how I like to be treated in the bedroom. Eventually we started fucking raw and I've been addicted ever since. The feeling of being filled up while my pussy contracted around his cock is the best feeling in the world.

My fuck sessions with him eventually came to an end. I haven't seen him for 2 weeks now. I don't feel like going into the details of why it ended because it's too complicated (his girlfriend, he probably was seeing other sluts on the side, etc). It didn't matter though... I've continued to fuck big cocks on the side. There's been 2 other regulars. Plus 2 one night stands. Some of them know that I have a boyfriend, while others have no clue. I don't really care if they find out or not as long as I get the dick I need.

As far as my own relationship, nothing has changed. He doesn't have a clue. At least, he hasn't made it obvious that he knows. Our sex life is still the same. When we do have sex, it's vanilla as fuck and he doesn't bring me close to an orgasm ever. I don't have any plans of letting him know. Many have asked why I don't ask him for an "open relationship". Given both of our family backgrounds, that's not something feasible.

I know I'm facing a lot of judgment for cheating on my boyfriend and specifically wanting to fuck white men, but it's a craving I've recently discovered. I really can't control my urges. My body knows what it wants. I'm doing my best to keep my relationship intact while keeping my insatiable pussy happy lol. Bottom line is, if you're attractive, muscular, and big down there, I'll probably spread my legs for you.