My days are pretty normal. I wake up around 6:30, turn on the news, go pee, then make my coffee. I watch the news and drink my coffee while I take a few bong hits to get my muscles loose and figure out my day. My chronic fatigue, chronic pain and chronic illness doesn’t allow for me to open my legs and take every load out there every single day, even if I truly wanted to live my life that way. I don’t. It’s a great fantasy, but I could never make that my reality. That would be a huge waste of life, and I’m not about that. Life is to be enjoyed and lived, not survived or dealt with. It’s not all about the loads, but I do enjoy taking them when I’m feeling well enough.

I texted a few of my FWBs/regulars to see if they were available, because I was still feeling pretty horny and needing to release that energy. It was a weird Wednesday (3/15) and no one was around, they either broke communication in the middle of making plans, or I didn’t get a reply after giving my address ( >:( ). I was just about to fall asleep when I received a message from a new Redditor. He was young, but kind and seemed pretty normal. We asked all the necessary questions, and set everything up. He arrived and began touching my ass and cunt while he jerked himself off. After a minute or so, he tried sticking it in but wasn’t fully hard. Something came over me, because you all know that I don’t usually suck cock, but I really wanted to suck his cock and feel him fill my cunt. So, I offered to suck his cock to help him along and he eagerly agreed. Honestly, I was pretty fucking eager to suck him off. I took his entire length into my mouth and slowly pulled away to start. He felt really good, so I began alternating between licking the length of his cock and sucking his cock as I played with his balls. Feeling his thick dick get super hard in my mouth literally made my cunt drip and I thought I was going to piss myself. So, I turned around and he shoved his cock deep into my cunt. His cock felt amazing, I came right away, and it was difficult not to...his girth was pushing and rubbing on that spot and I wasn’t ready for it, so that first cum was a surprise for both of us lol. He continued pumping my cunt with is youthful cock, and held my hips with his cold hands...I love cold hands when I’m horny. He fucked me good and left a decent sized load deep in my cunt. After he left, I went in my room and jerked off with my knotty dildo. I came so much, I soaked my comforter :D                  

Thursday (3/16), while I was waking up with my coffee and watching the morning news, I read the new messages that came in while I slept. I thought it was going to be a promising day with hopefully taking a few loads before going to visit my dad and taking a load from him, before coming back home. I can’t really explain or describe how all of the messages happened, but in a matter of about twenty minutes my dad cancelled on me saying he didn’t feel well, I made plans with three people to cum through in the morning and they all ghosted the conversation at various points. During all of that, my good FWB and Reddit fan and I made plans for the afternoon. I figured I was all set for the day, I’d get a couple loads in from him and be happy.                     

I went about my day and after about an hour, I got a message from a guy on Sniffies. We asked all the questions and made plans. He was a great fuck. His cock was super thick and kinda long and didn’t overuse it either. He dropped a huge load in my cunt, and it dripped down my legs as I locked the door behind him. Bonus load!

My good FWB and Reddit fan came over after I got home from bringing my dad to the grocery store. We agreed that he’d hang out and we’d get stoned for a bit in between him dumping loads, so when he got here we took our time getting to the kitchen. Once we were in there and ready, he started fingering me...getting me good and open. I pushed back onto his hand a little bit...I really wanted his cock. After just a few minutes, he stuck his cock into my cunt and started fucking me good like he does. He dumped his load and we pulled up our pants, then went into my room to do some bong hits. I topped off the bowl with some of his stuff, and we passed the bong back and forth as we talked about our lives and laughed at the similarities. He also laughed at my age when I talked about remembering when Smartfood was introduced to grocery stores, but that’s what makes fucking him fun. His vibe is so chill and we just click. After finishing the bong, we talked a bit more, then he took a bathroom break. I had a feeling I knew what he was doing in there, and I was more than ready to take another load from him. When he came back into the room, I told him he could just shut the door when he was ready to go again and he immediately shut the door. I was like “damn, okay” and I stood up, took off a pant leg and knelt on the edge of the bed. He stabbed his way into my cunt and had me cumming almost immediately. He fucks me good and this time was no exception. Actually, this second time around was a little better than the fuck we had in the kitchen an hour earlier. He dumped his load and we fixed our clothes, then he left. A notification from Reddit came through in that moment, so I checked it quick to see if someone was looking to dump a load.                  

Another Redditor, repeat. His cock was nice and felt really good inside my cunt, but he moved really slow and didn’t push it in deep. He asked me how many loads I wanted, which got me super wet, so I agreed on the three he said he had in him. He was very soft and gentle with his cock and no matter how much I pushed back on him, he was only about halfway in at all times. His girth hit the right spot and made me cum quickly thinking about having three loads in there. He came soon after that and kept going at the same pace, same depth, everything. His hands didn’t even hold my hips, and that felt pretty disconnected and distant. It kind of felt like a little kid holding the corner of a dirty towel with his forefinger and thumb. I’m not asking for a commitment, but it would be nice to feel the person’s presence and not just half of his cock in my cunt. After a few more minutes of steadily moving half of his dick in and out, I involuntarily came and squeezed a small load out of him in the process. He told me that it might be a bit before he could get another load in, and by then my back was getting stiff and my kidneys were burning, so I told him it was all good. I was happy with the two he gave me, and really just needed to stand up and move around. So, he pulled his pants up and left. I locked the door behind him and went in my room to chug a bunch of water and lie down. I was done for the day.