I’ve been married for almost 8 years and together for 9 years. I don’t have a good foundation for relationships. At a young age I witnessed many dysfunctional relationships in my life and tried to make the best of decisions based off what I experienced at a young age. My brother was executed on death row in 2007. My parent’s marriage has always been rocky. I’m trying to rebuild the foundation I destroyed by being a love and sex addict. I don’t know where to turn to. I don’t have time to go to meetings in person most of the time because of work. I work at 9:00 am cst and get out close to 8 pm cst. So by the time I get home 🏡 I’m tired. Any recommendations would be amazing. I want to put in the work because my boo deserves a man who isn’t controlled by sex. I admit I’m powerless against my addiction and my life is unmanageable. I stay up late looking in apps for something that I don’t need. I have what I need in front of me but I can’t seem to get that through to my overall we’ll being. I’m exhausted everyday just a little more and it’s starting to take a toll. Thanks for y’all’s support, time, and consideration.✌️