Hello, I am 41 live as a male, have been dressing as a girl/woman in private since I was 15. Now looking to finally meet others like me that I can be open with and just be MYSELF with. Looking for someone who will accept the fact that I present myself daily as masculine but will help me open up, dress up with them and have some fun in a discreet hotel or at their place ( I can not host). The list below is stuff I am into and would love to meet someone that is into the same stuff that can guide me to being the fem sissy I am and not being so petrified to be open about it. I am looking for a sissy or trans woman, no men...just not ready for that yet.

Things I am into: Feminization, Sissy Hypno, Interracial Porn, BBC, toys (wands, dildos, etc), Bimbofication, humiliation, Chastity (ideally would prefer chastity and strap on over using my cock, which is 7"), cross dressing, ass slapping, mild choking. NO blood, piss or scat nonsense...just grosse to me.

Anyway, would love to chat with someone who is ok with helping me along the way to becoming that hidden self that has been craving so badly to come out for so long. DM me if you are interested.

Oh BTW must be Clean, DF and wanting to go the full mile for the most feminine look e.g. I will be shaving everything, I am not into hairy anything so I would like the same.