23m In the Victorville area above LA. IRL offer only . Preferably around my age or less and cocky as hell. Preferably a twink with a huge one and stereotypically gay. I have always considered myself straight my whole life. I jerke/ed to girls and liked them. However failing with them led from femdom to sissy stuff and forced bi. I realized the ultimate defeat is not to even be a sissy, which is pretending but who I am a man and serve a man without the costume to hide what I am doing. Anyways never held hands with a girl let alone kissed one. I'm a stereotypical failed male. Eventually one day I met a dominant femboy and was made to do some things would love to tell anybody who wants that story more, that would be my only experience ever. I only share just to say I won't go off the wall if and when we meet I can and have accepted my place before. But then I still got to pretend and they were feminine. To be clear I didn't like alot of it, but I was touch starved so it was okay. I want to be pushed further though, make the ultimate jump. I want a cocky guy preferably twinkish but ripped who talks and acts gay who enjoys what there going to do. Maybe you like straight acting dudes and always wanted to convert one to cock. Maybe you like the idea that I probably won't entirely like it, but will still be under your thumb... You can imagine me as the straight guy who always treated you a bit wrong, but who you always secretly wanted to fuck to teach him what he could be made to be that he could be made to enjoy it. You can push me to be your bottom bitch or your submissive top. I imagine the scenerio is a long game pretend to be my friend, or actually try to be one, but have that cocky in charge attitude, meet up for gaming, or movies and we move to being jerk off buds. Ask me innocently about my love life and other embarrassing questions knowing the answers will be humiliating. Ask if I'm sure I'm not gay make offers maybe to help me with girls that I'll deny. Maybe one day you say it's unfair we always jerk to straight shit and put on something gay.... One day though just take charge order me to do something or after carefull talk here for timing just take what you want from me sexually.... If I don't like it right away doesn't matter. I may never like it, but it's my duty as a failed male. Eventually out of this you have a trained mouth/ass who you can emasculate/dom and play around with and who is ordered to be your free use toy and will stay as such to be dl. Let me know if anyone likes the dream and is interested. I am not super attractive myself (obviously) and have a tiny d make fun of that too if you want....